starling

I’m sorry that I can’t really help but my heart goes out to you, I hope someone finds something helpful that you haven’t tried yet.
Services need to open their eyes to the impact MD has on whole families, rather than just the person affected by MD and then that just makes it harder for them. I don’t have personal experience of depression, but someone in my family has, so I do have some understanding of how hard life can be and really hope you feel better soon. The person in my family has tried Transcendental Meditation and they say it definitely helped them but it is very expensive.